Doorway
November 18, 1993
At the doorway,
I stopped to look in,
watched the others playing, running,
did not let go of her hand.
The teacher, gray hair,
came over to explain.
My mother kneeled, a kiss, her voice
like morning in my ear -
and then, without warning, I'd
crossed the line. A hand at my back,
I was ushered on, four boys, building blocks,
the clack of maple on maple.
Castles, they explained: Build castles.
I turned to look behind.
The doorway was empty.
My hands were full.